I’m adding one more trigger to the previous post — remember in a different, recent post, I said my mom was referring to right now as “another of my manic music phases”?
That is itself an EXTREMELY triggering thought. EXTREMELY. That so-called manic music phase is what brought forward the destruction of my marriage and … oh god so much else. Interesting though, to think of triggers. That one is HUGE. I have hardly played music since she said that to me.