Apr 28 (Tue): Therapy 8:30a, Work 10:30a – 5:30p,
Visit with Shelly either for lunch or after work (RAIN CHECK), Music Night w/ “Peter” 6:45p
I got up in time this morning but took too long gathering all of my belongings for tonight, so I was late to therapy anyway. I bicycled to work and my legs didn’t feel quite as exhausted as they had yesterday. I’ve been thinking about this. I’m currently in the 2nd-best shape I’ve ever been in in my life. Cardiovascular-wise, I’m probably at my best ever. But I will need to begin crunches and push-ups to reach #1 overall (otherwise, the year I did Tae Kwon Do, just before getting married, is still the current #1).
This isn’t saying much. In high school:
- I was unable to lift a milk carton with one arm.
- I was unable to stand on the ball of one foot at a time.
- I sometimes collapsed in exhaustion at the top of a single flight of stairs
So one of my goals is to get into the best shape of my life. I’m almost there.
Anyway, so at work today, I’ve had several tasks and completed them. I suppose I should vacuum again. I did the dishes, I’ll take out the garbage. I didn’t do lunch with Shelly today; she had to be elsewhere. And I decided to go to Music Practice after work (I took an hour to decide when “Peter” invited me yesterday. I want to be careful with boundaries and what not. And I’m seeing him again on Wednesday for a Film we chose from the Film Festival. I still like him a lot; I don’t want to be in his space “too much”. I have some low self-esteem about that; I expect people to get annoyed with me and dislike me more and more, the more time they spend with me. But it hasn’t happened yet, anyway. And I was perfectly annoying with him yesterday regarding some fridge OCD stuff that came up; he didn’t even flicker annoyance. I’m kind of amazed. Everyone flickers annoyance. Well, we’ll see.
UPDATE: So after work, I met “Peter” and we ate dinner out. It got late but we practiced music until just before 10p. We were up pretty late waiting for a load of laundry to finish.
Today’s Mood Ranking (could still change): 5 – 5.8