This has nothing to do with the post and I have nothing to say about iPhones, except that I found “I FEEL LIKE I’M TAKING CRAZY PILLS” memes… which naturally led to this.
Have you ever noticed that the more you want to try to appear stable, sane, “normal” and non-scary, the more completely off-the-wall you feel (and act)? It’s like the desire to prevent scaring someone amplifies everything around and inside of you.
Okay, here.
innerdragon 
I don’t try anymore, I ended up feeling shitty …I thought I was doing it alright, then kept getting called mad, insane, crazy …
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I’m just not sure how *NOT* to try. Because I do want friends. But every time I end up with one, I get crazy like this. I’ll be normalish for a while and think, yeah I’m ready now. NOPE. Nope, I’m not.
::desires::
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Exactly how does one NOT act crazy? Wouldn’t that imply that you first have to be acting crazy. I talk to you all the time, and I never thought of you as crazy. Funny maybe, at times, eccentric in the mornings quite often, regimented, and very kind and compassionate almost all the time. None of that makes you crazy in my book. So if you’re acting crazy, sorry to tell you, but I don’t think you’re doing a very good job of it. But I like you just the way you are, so maybe you don’t have to act at all. 🙂 🙂
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Wow, thank you. That is really touching. (And, “Eccentric in the morning” made me laugh.)
Thank you for being there! Your words meant a lot to me.
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Love this
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Thank you 🙂
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